Todays Ramblings

Sometimes I sit back and just watch people.  Their actions, their habits, their ways that they talk..

Some people are funny, some people... not so much.

Some people know how to dress .. some people should never walk out of a bathroom in the clothes they have on.

Some people are nice, others need to work on that aspect in life.  Myself included. 

Some people know how to communicate better than others.  I am one myself, that does better with putting my words on paper rather than opening my mouth.  My words flow better thru my fingertips than they do from my tongue.   I am one that does not communicate well, never have and probably never will. But, if I can just sit down and write it all out then I can get my point across without all the yelling and screaming that I tend to do when things don't go my way.   It has been said that I have issues with control.. probably true..

Some people like to keep up with the Joneses, they would rather be in debt up to their eyeballs and not truly be happy just to look like they are better off than they truly are.  I live in a singlewide trailer that I bought after my 3rd divorce and still drive the same car that I've been driving for 6 yrs because that's what I can afford and I'm too scared to go deeper into debt, even tho I'm dying for an SUV.  My nerves, my brain, and my thrifty conscience just won't let me do it.

Some people like animals.. some people don't.  For those of us that do not like animals that is perfectly ok.  We are all God's creatures.. it's totally ok, that I don't like animals.  I have finally allowed my kids to have dogs, even tho I personally don't like them.  I have even let this one stay inside.. and my hearts telling me that it's ok. but my brain is saying Is it really?  Sometimes, I feel guilty for my feelings but I can't help that I'm not an animal lover.  They are gross to me, they stink no matter how many times they are given a bath.  I walked in my house yesterday and all I could smell was dog.  I'm the only one that could smell it.  I'm ready for a pen to be bought and set up in the backyard to get the dog out of my house. 

Some people like to change things around a lot.. jobs, relationships, friends, I personally do not like change at all.  I don't like to re-arrange my furniture.. I like things to stay where I put them at and that includes the thermostat.  I have a schedule that I stick to.  Being a mom of twins, the nurses told me when they were born that the best thing would be to get them on a schedule and stick to it, I followed their instruction and it was the best thing ever!  It works for me and I don't see a point in changing it.   10 yrs later, we are still on schedule and have a set daily routine.

Guess that's all the ramblin' for today.. We'll see what tomorrow brings..

God Bless!